George Bothamley
Poetry and Prose
1.
The words that I write
Are wishes set free
And emotions to feel
If you know how to see
But you're missing the point
Of this poetry
It's all about you
Not about me
2
You have found me again
My love - Mon amour
But I'm sorry to say
I'm not the man I was before
*
You'll remember the boy
with the world at his feet.
And dreams of romance;
so secure - so complete.
But the soul lost it's song,
and the hands lost their art;
And you'll see how the years
have not been kind on this heart.
Then you'll notice the eyes
etched in anger and scorn;
Because my rose left me nothing
but a crown of cruel thorns.
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And all that remains
of our time in between
is an old fairy tale -
and the memories of a dream
So leave me, my love.
Let it be - Mon amour.
I'm sorry to say
I'm not the man I was before
3
Put down your guard, dear
give up on the night.
Lay down your daggers
I'm not here to fight.
Come out of the shadows,
step into the sun.
I'm not here to justify,
or excuse what's been done
And i don't need to remind you
of the times and the days
I'm not trying to convince you
of a change in my ways
You know me too well, dear -
there's nothing to hide
There's no crown of thorns here . . .
it's been crucified
The deal has gone down
on this gamblers game
The candle burnt out,
and i'm not mourning the flame
And i'm not looking to blame you
for the tears that i've cried
I just want you to know, dear
My love never died
4
There's nothing to say
and no-one to blame
It's strange how things change
when the feelings remain
And sparks become flames
as each joy turns to pain
The stakes are the same
But I'm leaving the game